HEEY THERE!
So I was cramping like crazy today. WTF. I saw treston && cody today. :P. I vc'd with my buddy jakey (: i missed this loser. Well, my day was alright. IT was really chill but really boring. All I want is the weekend, is that so much to ask? UGH! I think that I kinda like him "/ what a fawker. i hate players. HOW STUPID. FML. okay well im tired, bye!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
AGH! I'm pretty freakin irked at the moment '/ I think that guys are so stupid I swear. Not all of them....just a lot of them can be total assholes and I kinda wanna kick them in the balls! Sometimes guys think its okay to play with a girls mind, but FYI its NEVER okay to play with anyones mind.
Well, other than that my weekend was pretty cherry though (: i went to Alas with Morgan, Salote, Crystal, Monica, and Walter. lOl. We sat in the food court and Walter couldn't sit by an old lady. WTH! And I sang a "A Whole New World" in the food court while i standed up to attract attention (:. I also sang "The Circle Of Life" and used my bag as Simba. We went to Victoria's Secret XD and i saw this really pretty purple bathing suit top that i want! Ugh! && then Salote and I slept over at Morgan's house. we were on the phone. and Kristina and Ashley came[HAHAHAHA]. So irking though bruhh'. We stayed up till 5 am. Hahaha. We finished a whole foods pizza. WTF. And someone (errr*) was being a grumpy ass ): && I'm mad at him right now. Okay, well and then after that we fell asleep...We then woke up at like 9-ish and Morgan and I were throwing stuff at Salote...they were pillows XD. Hahahaha. And then we called Bryce to say good morning. Then i went home.... UGH and fell asleep. WTF what a waste of my freakin sunday ):. Nah it's alright though.
Plans For The Week
Monday(Dec. 7):
School[7:45am-3:00pm]
Basketball Practice[3:15pm-5:30pm]
Tuesday(Dec. 8):
School[7:45am-3:00pm]
Basketball Practice[3:15pm-5:30pm]
Wednesday(Dec. 9):
School[7:45am-3:00pm]
Basketball Practice[3:15pm-5:30pm]
Thursday(Dec. 10):
School[7:45am-3:00pm]
ASK ME TO CRUISE*[3:15pm-7:00pm]
Friday(Dec. 11):
School[7:45am-3:00pm]
Basketball Practice[3:15pm-5:30pm]
Saturday(Dec. 12): HBA vs. LP[10:00am-11:30am]
ASK ME TO CRUISE*[anytime after game]
Monday, July 27, 2009
Summer Is Almost Over
So summer is almost through, and I barely hung out with my LP lovers =[. That's okay though because my iBC ohana kept me company. I have like 14 days of summer left, exactly that many, and it sucks pretty bad =[. Oh well. Ima recap you about what happened this summer.
June:
I went to the BI. and came home, and my family was here X] hehe from Canada and Las Vegas and California. It was so much fun. So We had my Aunty Haunani's wedding :]. She is like my oldest sister. Hehe well I helped mommy plan that. And then we had Tiana and Joshie's graduation party, which was pretty BLEH. and yeah. so that is what happened. Then came my birthday...EPiC FAiL. i went to pearlridge that day and shopped alone =[. Austin and Kai went to Fun Factory, but I didn't wanna go. The day after I went to the movies with my dad and watch Pelham123? i think thats what its called. And ate and Tadashi. Uhhh...and someone shattered my heart into pieces. I shall not name names.
July:
Stayed with daddy! =] Hehe. On July 4th I blew stuff up. Hehe it was so much fun! Hehehe and then we threw stuff in a empty metal trash can and blew it up. Hehe it was fun. And we watched things go BOOM BOOM in the air and it was really pretty. And then I went to the pool a few times and stuff. And i went to CA :] hehe. Funnicles. Super excited though. We took 2nd=[ not 1 but it's okay.
It's not august yet so I can't say anything.
ITS VENTiNG TiME
So i've decided to trust no one. Because it's hard to trust because I don't wanna be hurt again. I'm done with being a gossiper or whatever you call it. I'm done with taking sides. I'm done with unintentionally hurting people's feelings[or intentionally]. I just wanna be nice. I wanna spread good around the world. I just wanna be the best I can be. I'm done with doing bad things that I know I shouldn't do, but I do it anyway. I'm trying really hard to change for the better, and I'm sure it's working out. Slowly, God is helping me live in his righteousness.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Hina<3
Well yesterday we got a doggy. She's like the most precious thing. We saved her life because she was so skinny! =] I love her super much<3. She is so cute, and she makes me happy because she is too cool. Well today is wednesday. and today is like a super cool day because like yeah. Right now I am texting. Last night I texted, and fell asleep on the phone :P. Mah' bad...i do that often =[. I will edit this when i get home
Friday, March 13, 2009
Today;
Today is the third day of spring break, and i've done the following things:
1)spent time with my boyfriend today and on wednesday
2)went to pearls twice
3)hung out with allyson and crystal
4)hung out with marisa
5)watched street fighter
6)talked on the phone with several people
7)went running
8)ate
9)slept
10)tweaked
11)thought about some stuff
i regret a lot of my past and the choices i've made. what could have been...isn't, but i can't help it. i'm not complaining because life is treatin me well, but i wanna apologize the people i've hurt along the way. i lost trust for people after the ones i loved hurt me. i've made many stupid mistakes in the past, and many stupid choices. i chose to live the life i do today.
i've broken hearts, and my heart has been broken... and i'm sorry to those. i've hurt because of my choices. i've been confused because of them too. rather than make like serious when it needed to be, i treated it like a joke, and i broken people down.
sure i think,
"he and i could have been, but arent. " or "i regret saying this and that about her/him" or "i never should have fell for him cause all he was going to was break my heart" yeah i THiNK that, but i'm happy. i'm happy with my boyfriend, and i'm sorry for those of you who wish and think we coulda been perfect together, but the truth is that nothing is perfect, and im perfectly fine with who im with cause he treats me right. life is full of fate. no turning back. just look ahead. and just hope for the best
peace.
1)spent time with my boyfriend today and on wednesday
2)went to pearls twice
3)hung out with allyson and crystal
4)hung out with marisa
5)watched street fighter
6)talked on the phone with several people
7)went running
8)ate
9)slept
10)tweaked
11)thought about some stuff
i regret a lot of my past and the choices i've made. what could have been...isn't, but i can't help it. i'm not complaining because life is treatin me well, but i wanna apologize the people i've hurt along the way. i lost trust for people after the ones i loved hurt me. i've made many stupid mistakes in the past, and many stupid choices. i chose to live the life i do today.
i've broken hearts, and my heart has been broken... and i'm sorry to those. i've hurt because of my choices. i've been confused because of them too. rather than make like serious when it needed to be, i treated it like a joke, and i broken people down.
sure i think,
"he and i could have been, but arent. " or "i regret saying this and that about her/him" or "i never should have fell for him cause all he was going to was break my heart" yeah i THiNK that, but i'm happy. i'm happy with my boyfriend, and i'm sorry for those of you who wish and think we coulda been perfect together, but the truth is that nothing is perfect, and im perfectly fine with who im with cause he treats me right. life is full of fate. no turning back. just look ahead. and just hope for the best
peace.
Spring Break Checklist
[√]spend time with tha bf
[√]hang w/tanaka
[√]hang w/adawg
[]hang w/ apa
[]hang w/ sarahE
[]lose weight
[]go running
[]watch miss march
more to come
[√]hang w/tanaka
[√]hang w/adawg
[]hang w/ apa
[]hang w/ sarahE
[]lose weight
[]go running
[]watch miss march
more to come
Saturday, March 7, 2009
23 people
1) You are the best. and thats straight up real from deep down in my heart. ur there for me when i needya' tha mostest and stuffies. ur there when im crying and i need someone to talk to. when my heart is aching, when i have a bad dream, when i cant sleep, when i need to vent...i can run to you. i miss you...and we really need to hang out soon. you act like my litto brother even though you are older than me :P .
2) Sweetie pie. ur my love. heh. you were the first one to be my friend during a time of struggle for me. i miss who you use to be, and i dnt like what/ who you have become. i miss the days when we could just kick it without talking about GUYS. heh. but now its different. i still love you.
3) Ur my big brother that I never had. heh. you are also my sharky. i can count on you when i need to talk and its small kine funny how you think my sister is hot. heh. you are my niele older brother that i love, and we really need to hang . pfft.
4) Four is my favorite number, and right now you are my FAVORITE person ^.^ . i can tell you whats on my mind, and thats the truth . i've never ever been able to tell anyone else if i was mad at them and why. i think that i miss you right now. even though i saw you yesterday...well last night at 11 pm :P . hmmm you are so adorable, and i never ever ever want to lose you. i love my panda. you always put a smile on my face. when i look into your eyes and you tell me that you love me...i believe you
5) I miss who you USE TO BE too. cause you were the only person i could count on back in elementary days. ugh. i wish you would just come back to this shetty little island. just so i could tell you how much i miss you, and how sorry i am for all the shet that happened between us. you use to be my best friend, and it seems like you just tried to forget about me. and i still cry now and then, and i wish it coulda been like back in the day still yet. just come back so i can give you a big hug. I just cant let go of the past...no matter how hard i try...
6) Sometimes I hate what you did to me. But I'll always love you for what you DO FOR ME. It's kinda funny how I can trust you so much after all the shit. even though you dont know that i know, but i do know, and i still talk to you everyday. i tell you everything and i really do think you got my back. people think im stupid for texting/calling you still yet, but i dont care. you'll be the first one that'll be knocking on a bitch's door if they hurt me.
7) Pshhh; we need to hang out soon. so get your chinky ass to your cell phone and hit me up. lMAO forealz though. we need to. lMAO. hmmm...you remind me of summer of 07' lMAO. hahaha and i need to see a bruttha =] .
8) I know we havent been friends for like forever, but a little over a year now, but it feels like forever. You're always there for me when i need someone to cry to. and when you need someone to tell me the truth. haha i know that i get mad at you once a month during my time, and i sorry. mkonugvy betch .
9) Hey you. I know i get mad at you sometimes, and i sorry. lOl . uhhh...i know that you irritate me constantly, but i still love you. you are really cool, but dont be too show-offy. it irks me. and dont be my tail please. i lava lava you.
10) Ehhh you! You changed me and my outlook on music. heh; but too bad you dont talk to me anymore cause youre too cool for me. *tears* ugh; i miss when we use to lay down under the basketball rim and swear like crazy. i miss when we use to hang out for the hell of hanging out cause we were that close. i love you boyie.
11) I miss you. I know you're done with us being friends, but i'm not done yet.
12) You said it, but did you really mean it? Did i really waste four months of my life on you? yeah i think i did, and i regret it. i hate you so much. but i cant let go of what happened. You helped me grow, and i think about you sometimes. heh. i wasted so much on you to get nothing. you are what reminds me taht i hate shallow fucktards. heh. if you really did then we would still. fuck it. im happy now.
13) Ugh; you're such a hoeface. hah. SKANK. lMAO. i laugh you fall flat on your ass chasin for my ex. hah. he's been with 3 girls since me and none of them was YOU. thanks for trying to accomplish taking him from me, but hunneh' he's not interested.
14) I think that we need to uhh...hang out. lOl. its been like evers and frick. hahaha. i think that you need to call me up so we can hit it at the beach. im in desperate need for a tan you freakin person.
15) I miss you sweetie. I havent seen you for lke 2 years already and i think you need to phone me up. haha. i need to hang out with you and my other shorty pie . hahaha cause i already saw her at carnival.
16) My other shorty!! lOl i love you just as much as the one i wrote to above. hunneh you are so grown up now. lOl. i miss when you were younger and not attracting them guys as much!
17) WTF. why do you act like you dont know me. we use to be helluh tight and now you act as if im invisible. heh; whatever i dont need you in my life.
18) You're a freaking flirt. thats all you are. so fuck off!
19) You're a flirt too, but not to me . lOl you're a good friend...that's what you are. even though you live in hilo.
20) Im sorry for avoiding you sometimes and rejecting your calls and all. im so sorry i love you. i think that you really do feel for me and im sorry for discouraging you. i really do think that you are great.
21) Hahaha i remember back in preschool when we would lay next to each during nap time. and everytime we use to race so that whats her face would not lay between us. hahah. kiddo you are terrific. lMAO. we should tandum.
22) lMAO. remember our hike up diamonds lMAO. then we went to grace's to buy teri fried lOl. it was so funny. lOl that was helluh long time ago. lOl. miss ya.
23) I'm sorry im not perfect. and i cant believe that you made me feel like shit. ugh. i hate you. you make me so angry. and i dont know why you had to ruin my summer. fuck you. fuck this.
2) Sweetie pie. ur my love. heh. you were the first one to be my friend during a time of struggle for me. i miss who you use to be, and i dnt like what/ who you have become. i miss the days when we could just kick it without talking about GUYS. heh. but now its different. i still love you.
3) Ur my big brother that I never had. heh. you are also my sharky. i can count on you when i need to talk and its small kine funny how you think my sister is hot. heh. you are my niele older brother that i love, and we really need to hang . pfft.
4) Four is my favorite number, and right now you are my FAVORITE person ^.^ . i can tell you whats on my mind, and thats the truth . i've never ever been able to tell anyone else if i was mad at them and why. i think that i miss you right now. even though i saw you yesterday...well last night at 11 pm :P . hmmm you are so adorable, and i never ever ever want to lose you. i love my panda. you always put a smile on my face. when i look into your eyes and you tell me that you love me...i believe you
5) I miss who you USE TO BE too. cause you were the only person i could count on back in elementary days. ugh. i wish you would just come back to this shetty little island. just so i could tell you how much i miss you, and how sorry i am for all the shet that happened between us. you use to be my best friend, and it seems like you just tried to forget about me. and i still cry now and then, and i wish it coulda been like back in the day still yet. just come back so i can give you a big hug. I just cant let go of the past...no matter how hard i try...
6) Sometimes I hate what you did to me. But I'll always love you for what you DO FOR ME. It's kinda funny how I can trust you so much after all the shit. even though you dont know that i know, but i do know, and i still talk to you everyday. i tell you everything and i really do think you got my back. people think im stupid for texting/calling you still yet, but i dont care. you'll be the first one that'll be knocking on a bitch's door if they hurt me.
7) Pshhh; we need to hang out soon. so get your chinky ass to your cell phone and hit me up. lMAO forealz though. we need to. lMAO. hmmm...you remind me of summer of 07' lMAO. hahaha and i need to see a bruttha =] .
8) I know we havent been friends for like forever, but a little over a year now, but it feels like forever. You're always there for me when i need someone to cry to. and when you need someone to tell me the truth. haha i know that i get mad at you once a month during my time, and i sorry. mkonugvy betch .
9) Hey you. I know i get mad at you sometimes, and i sorry. lOl . uhhh...i know that you irritate me constantly, but i still love you. you are really cool, but dont be too show-offy. it irks me. and dont be my tail please. i lava lava you.
10) Ehhh you! You changed me and my outlook on music. heh; but too bad you dont talk to me anymore cause youre too cool for me. *tears* ugh; i miss when we use to lay down under the basketball rim and swear like crazy. i miss when we use to hang out for the hell of hanging out cause we were that close. i love you boyie.
11) I miss you. I know you're done with us being friends, but i'm not done yet.
12) You said it, but did you really mean it? Did i really waste four months of my life on you? yeah i think i did, and i regret it. i hate you so much. but i cant let go of what happened. You helped me grow, and i think about you sometimes. heh. i wasted so much on you to get nothing. you are what reminds me taht i hate shallow fucktards. heh. if you really did then we would still. fuck it. im happy now.
13) Ugh; you're such a hoeface. hah. SKANK. lMAO. i laugh you fall flat on your ass chasin for my ex. hah. he's been with 3 girls since me and none of them was YOU. thanks for trying to accomplish taking him from me, but hunneh' he's not interested.
14) I think that we need to uhh...hang out. lOl. its been like evers and frick. hahaha. i think that you need to call me up so we can hit it at the beach. im in desperate need for a tan you freakin person.
15) I miss you sweetie. I havent seen you for lke 2 years already and i think you need to phone me up. haha. i need to hang out with you and my other shorty pie . hahaha cause i already saw her at carnival.
16) My other shorty!! lOl i love you just as much as the one i wrote to above. hunneh you are so grown up now. lOl. i miss when you were younger and not attracting them guys as much!
17) WTF. why do you act like you dont know me. we use to be helluh tight and now you act as if im invisible. heh; whatever i dont need you in my life.
18) You're a freaking flirt. thats all you are. so fuck off!
19) You're a flirt too, but not to me . lOl you're a good friend...that's what you are. even though you live in hilo.
20) Im sorry for avoiding you sometimes and rejecting your calls and all. im so sorry i love you. i think that you really do feel for me and im sorry for discouraging you. i really do think that you are great.
21) Hahaha i remember back in preschool when we would lay next to each during nap time. and everytime we use to race so that whats her face would not lay between us. hahah. kiddo you are terrific. lMAO. we should tandum.
22) lMAO. remember our hike up diamonds lMAO. then we went to grace's to buy teri fried lOl. it was so funny. lOl that was helluh long time ago. lOl. miss ya.
23) I'm sorry im not perfect. and i cant believe that you made me feel like shit. ugh. i hate you. you make me so angry. and i dont know why you had to ruin my summer. fuck you. fuck this.
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